Friday, 25 March 2011

" "The Only Reason I am Alive and Breathing is Because of Jesus" "

Good Morning Lord,

How often do I count my blessings how much of my musings are short ot Stressings?
You keep blessing me you keep keeping me some how you just keep loving me…..
May I forget my troubles today and focus only on my blessings only that way can my memories be good
For  this day & it’s blessings,I raise my alititude, I change my attitude & I come to you with lots of Gratitude….
One by one I count my blessings, one by one I see what you have done and one by one with out you there is no other you are so divine……
Thank you for what I already have, thank you that though I eat not what I want, I do not starve…
Though I have not the wealth I wish to have before my death, Thank you for giving me good health….
Though I have not a bevy of friends to call on, thank you for the few you send to encourage me to hold on
Thank you Lord for my Family……

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Tuesday, 22 March 2011

" The Pink Lipped Phantom"

"Do his lips taste as Good as they Look?
Will there be an affirmative end to her fantasy? Or simply a case of judging by the cover of a book?
Eyecandie ; mmmm that, he has been, a stop over every…..  time; She’s  windoshopping.
Waiting for eventually, is fruitless as he & she both know, that, with them, it will be nothing but renting.
Do his lips taste as Good as they look?"

"The Pink Lipped Phantom"
For a while, she had juggled with the idea,
For a while ,the chances of a fling were quite clear.
It was not just his lips that mesmerized,
His eyes had an effect on her with how deeply they penetrated.
No questions asked, no topics discussed, it was time for, her one Night with the Pink Lipped Phantom
****The pink lipped Phantom**** 
Though he came to the rescue when she was sad & Blue,
The Aftermath, was not worth it the memory is stuck on her like glue.
No qualms about the chemistry, it was inevitably mutual
She just doesn’t get why he kept wiping her kisses off him that, was a bit unusual,
She implicited it to be out of the guilt that befell him after what had just gone down!!mm.. that was inevitable.
****The pink lipped Phantom**** 

His hands must have been Kryptonite, releasing every knot on her body,
Despite his Negative reactions to her Lip- action,the rubdown was a totally different story,
From her back, to her feet, from her shoulders, to her fingers ,mm...his hands did the walking on every single muscle.
Question existing after such an amazing experience,why is being nice to her such a hustle??
Though there was no foreplay, it wouldn’t be fair not to mention, that,this was the highlight of her one night with “ The Pink Lipped Phantom.”
***** The Pink Lipped Phantom *****

"Its is no Rocket Science, It's Just a matter of Re-igniting you Conscience"



There is an outcry and the Kenyan men need to hear the call of their beautiful women….
Whatever happened to the flare,Whatever happened to the romance? Is it really fair?
We can all claim that our blind eyes have been opened to the Single life of most Young people today…Not that I do not believe or Advocate for it,but Love has been thrown out the window pane
and due to non- communication,what has become of us is that so many of us are now living in pain.
Well here is a little communiqué,,,,,,” Fake it Till You make it “ Guys!!!!.
Truth is**********
There is more to working the sheets you could go the distance and maybe just maybe rub my feet??
There is more to smothering my lips in the darkest of night, You could maybe feed them and offer them some swig under the scrutiny of the sunlight??
Go beyond Pillow talk,once in a while you could maybe take me for a walk??
We both know while with me you're being a Cheat,but don’t ignite the fire if you know you cannot bear the Heat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
………She is like ginnie in a bottle……Rub her the right way and you will get all 3 wishes and more******************

Monday, 21 March 2011

WHAT? DO YOU KNOW???!!!!

Wednesday a week ago you were by my side & I was on cloud 9 wishing I could just Wed that day,
It’s only been a week, but it feels like years since I laid my eyes on you Oh! How you take my breath Away!
Silent treatment was my weapon of choice, on your end? Can’t rule out relief or disappointment, but you too have opted for that option.
Now you’re Gone, a pronouncement I was selfish enough to make without consultation,


I now live through your copious texts we both know in that department you D-serve 100%,
Had to change my wallpaper it may be my, phone, but, I may have crossed the line in taking a picture without your consent.
I am sorry for removing you as a friend on face book it was heartless of me to consider only my feelings,
It was as a result of my heart cracking each time another girl expressed her emotions in her postings.

The truth is I don’t know how to be “Just Friends “I don’t know how to separate my emotions, all I know is I don’t know how to live without you in my life either,
This, is a catch-22 ...& the truth is,.... And I don’t want us to wither……

" Freedom is Within You"

The stronghold of addiction is often associated with the worship of a substance or habit.
·         The object of our chief focus

Freedom is only found when we rehearse the strength of our God than that of what holds us back. The most monumental leap we take toward freedom is the leap to our knees (2nd Corinthians5:17)

Freedom- That is the key word freedom to live without, for the sake of; A choice to sacrifice that which we hold & consider dear for the sake of. Look only to the God of all possibilities (Every Other Alternative Savior takes an Early Retirement).
It is in our human nature to rely on or expect others to be able to assist but until the addictee is ready to stop, No amount of assistance will be of help. It has to come from you first. You must want to stop, admit that it is more of a prison to rely and depend on something material to survive. You have to stop idolizing for the temporary high because eventually, it will leave you and those around you permanently damaged.
Anything you have to do while hidden will negatively reflect on you when in public. Hold your sweating head over the fountain and Tap in to God’s life with unquenchable thirst.”
(Psalms 31:17-19)

Only you can help you stop. Desire the future, & freedom will bring you closure.

PRAY:

  
“My Father you are my Lord I have made you part of my life instead of making you, “My Life”. Look! You made a path through the mighty waters, what is my addiction compared to that? Enable me to say with assurance that there is no other Rock but You, You have promised that your plans are to Prosper and not to Harm, Plans to give me a hope and a future.
     This behavior I have adopted will in no way bring prosperity but harm, to my Body, My Child and everyone around me. If I continue practicing it then how will I experience a hope and future in You?  How ill I live in the freedom you desire for me?

     In psalms 145:16 your word says that You open Your hand to me….” Lord Satisfy the urge and fill it with so much of you that I have no room left for any other God, for you my Lord are Jealous.( Exodus 20:4)
     Oh! Father I thank you that my Help comes from you, the maker of Heaven and Earth (Psalms121:2)

AMEN!"



Sunday, 20 March 2011

Yeast Infected:

“Sometimes the opinion of others irritates us more than it should…..”

"It is however a choice we make to allow ourselves to be imprisoned by them or go on the rampage optimistically & confidently. In this case I choose the former alternative."

“My yeast infection was not treated instead because of it I was mistreated, though it has now spread to the point I deserve to be expelled, I choose to encourage those who through their own forms of infections have been repelled.  I still believe there is a chance for a cure for me because even with my infection God still chooses to speak through me.”

I am curious of the Islam, Baha'i and the many other religions we boast of in Kenya. As I do my research on that, let’s dwell on what I know, Christianity……………..Many of us are not proverbial to the real meaning of this word. This has lead to individualized versions of the setting the” Salvation” graph depending on the magnitude of the sin one has committed or the enormity of the upshot of a hidden sin (e.g. pregnancy)
The Bible is a Christians Compass to heaven, sometimes the wind of life blows so hard against us that we loose our focal point and get distracted we reach the edge. “It’s a slow fade when you give yourself away, It’s a slow fade when black and white turns to grey, The choices we make the price will be paid when you give yourself away….People  never crumble in a day… it’s a slow fade”……( Casting Crowns)
“Your Boasting is not good don’t you know that a little yeast works through a whole batch of dough?”1st Corinthians 5:6 Yeast the presence of yeast maybe invisible under a microscope but very detectable to the naked eye.
Many of us are expelled before we are given a chance to become a new batch of dough. Yeast here, represents all the things that permissible but not beneficial in the eyes of God, the things we hold on to causing us to compromise. Christians should really stop judging one another. The reason many “saved “people are backsliding is not, because it is so hard to remain in Christ, it is because the church condemns while the world beckons.
In this particular chapter in the Bible, Paul gives the church the permission to expel the Immoral Brother. By this he does not mean the “worldly person” per say, but those who confess brotherhood in Christ but yet keep testing the grass on the other side.
But in Kenya today, any confession of a yeast infection e.g. Sex out of marriage, Smoking, Drinking, is a sure confirmation of Judgmental Glances, Front biting & backstabbing. If a yeast infection is not treated, it will only spread….When will we stop being so full of ourselves and realize that perfection is impossible. Pride has overcome us in Christianity; God is going to force us to Humility.

Dear Friend,
If Jesus is your way, but somehow you find yourself going Astray.
Sometimes on your knees is the only position with no other option left, but to pray.
To God Sin is Sin, but no Sin is Unforgivable,
Don’t allow the guilt to eat at your dry bones; a re- birth is achievable.
Don’t allow the yeast to get through to the whole batch, treat the current infection.
God is already aware; all He needs from you is a heartfelt Confession.
Have a Yeast Free Day!!!!


If the Church, that is you and I, do not confront the issue of judging one another and comparing which sin is greater than the other, the pews shall be full of nothing but batches of yeast infected dough’s!!!!!!!

" The question Id Rather you Dint ask me, The Topic I would Rather Not Discuss."

Bado umeshikilia Wokovu?
Debatable question but is it really correctly phrased?
If we all took the time to read the bible for ourselves we would know that it is never God who lets go of us but  rather we, who draw further away from Him.
It’s not about,holding on to Salvation it’s about having a relationship with God.Its about keep constant communication in a way that though He may be forewarned of your every move though good or bad in your opinion?, He expects a consultation.
It’s about a relationship that helps you through the walk that is now termed as “Wokovu”…..Salvation.
To the Non- believer,  or to a lay man like me, judgement of you being saved or not is passed by the worldy things that you do…..& never by your heart and the Personal Struggles you have to go through that only God knows about.
We are not going to go to heaven as per the good deeds we performed,or as per the amount of worldliness, Salvation is a walk , it is a journey, A Journey that though hard to travel, it is possible. A journey that may not have present pleasant results, It has a future with a Promise. A destination with guranteed satisfaction.
“So, the nest time you see me,Usiniulize kama bado nimeshikilia wokovu……I do not shikilia wokovu…God Hold’s on to me, I am the one who finds it so convenienet to walk away from Him, having to suffer the Bitter – Sweet Consequences.”
Though He is always there waiting,sometimes,you go the distance…..and create an overwhelming resistance to His voice……
Incase you have not figured it out by now, I really don’t know how to answer your question……
"Spiritual Battles are about wininng the War,Criticism is no Good ammunition for that"